I am such a plumb!!

I...am...such..a plumb...

I booked a course to study the Satipatthana Sutta , thinking the course would start from 10th- 19th september 2010

It turns out that the course I booked doesn't start until next year!!

How could I overlook the year?!?

This changes my priorities and renews my focus.. I feel a mixture of relief (because I was not financially ready and work still needed to be finished and delivered)
Though my current issues around work still persist,at least though I have alittle space to resolve my current difficulties.

so to all those traders who I told I may not be available..well I Guess I am !!

Who you Gonna Call...??

..

I can't sleep...
sooo many challenges...
Fully update online presence, submit
crafts council app,
secure housing situation,
redecorate this flat.
finish building the studio.
Get That Sofa Finished.
Catch up on work..
continue the restaurant,
balance my bookkeeping (feb),
meet those bills
distribute flyers..
attend/rearrange meeting...
and get a REAL social life
...and attract a likeminded spirit...

one man...

and all these spinning plates...

Don't want or need pity..

I asked for this...

I just wish sometimes somebody could give me a hand...

just a "real" leg up..Don't need to be told I can't do this

or surround myself with negative minds..

I've come this far...

everybody seems to be trying to keep their plates spinning too...

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