I am such a plumb!!

I...am...such..a plumb...

I booked a course to study the Satipatthana Sutta , thinking the course would start from 10th- 19th september 2010

It turns out that the course I booked doesn't start until next year!!

How could I overlook the year?!?

This changes my priorities and renews my focus.. I feel a mixture of relief (because I was not financially ready and work still needed to be finished and delivered)
Though my current issues around work still persist,at least though I have alittle space to resolve my current difficulties.

so to all those traders who I told I may not be available..well I Guess I am !!

Who you Gonna Call...??

..

I can't sleep...
sooo many challenges...
Fully update online presence, submit
crafts council app,
secure housing situation,
redecorate this flat.
finish building the studio.
Get That Sofa Finished.
Catch up on work..
continue the restaurant,
balance my bookkeeping (feb),
meet those bills
distribute flyers..
attend/rearrange meeting...
and get a REAL social life
...and attract a likeminded spirit...

one man...

and all these spinning plates...

Don't want or need pity..

I asked for this...

I just wish sometimes somebody could give me a hand...

just a "real" leg up..Don't need to be told I can't do this

or surround myself with negative minds..

I've come this far...

everybody seems to be trying to keep their plates spinning too...

• Everyone

My Sister Lisa's Talent is growing...Wonderful!!

Thoroughly enjoyed watching & listening to my sister perform at the Jazz Cafe last night after a gruelling day @ Spitalfields...Lisa..you're vocal range & power has broadened, deepened and heightened beyond measure!!..Inspirational!...well done!!xxx

Phonix refurb...where is everyone?

Just Chris, Johnny, Alison, Marike & me today..It's not enough...going out to ALL phoenix members...those of you who haben't helped thus far PLEASE get involved!!...we are doing this for us...if you can spare just a couple of hours we can turn this refurb project around....Please help!xx

A good day rubbing down and preparing Victorian Antique frames...Back online...and an afternoon/early evening break with a babe, bar-be-que,bubbles, beer an' Woots n' Kulture...not bad after a hell of a weekend at the market...not bad at all!xxx

Giving it all I got..

I...am...shattered....moving furniture for a neighbour friday evening...Setting up a photographic exhibition friday/saturday

...and 1st half of spitalfields today (next up at 5pm till 7)...Just had a soak in the tub and then it's on with the final push on "The Edwardian" (stitching seat cushion and attaching o/b panels.. and continuing the 3 Victorians... No rest for the wicked. xxx

Dubstep & Internet radio

I'm a real late comer to this Internet radio thing, but i'm hooked!!.Dohza & Deluxes set on tues.evening on CybaFm was brilliant!! I loved the rough and (not)ready start to the show..Dubterrains been putting on some great Mixes too!!..and Dublab (not just dubstep but all obscure tracks across all genres) has been growing on me too..

Wished I could get to hear Resonance FM through my itunes player.

A firm fiend while I work from home alone on projects...